Hello I am a new member and have very little internet access so I need to hear from other smart people an urgent answer to assist in my deprogramming.

I need to hear from others on this site experiences that make sense and how they feel about all the crap that goes around in this planet.

My experience:

What do I believe?

1.believe Jehova and Jesus are cruel and unusual with their type of post life punishments. I think humans have a sexual need and by means of satisfying that need premaritally is not essential to condemn to eternal hell fire. If that was the case here is my explenation: Id rather not wish for children of my own becuause life for that human would be nothing but a chance for my poor baby to burn in hell. Therefor Jehova and Jesus do not love us.

2. Ezequiel 4.12 (Jehova): Under involuntary religious attendance the pastor of that church manipulated me via methods of fear and  submitment to not think and just act. Point is I ended up "pleasing Jehova" by ingesting a sample size of my human feces to "super" please his initial disresepctful and vicious ideas of "do or die' message in Ezequiel4.12.

3. Fasting is probably not good for the body since it depletes fast depleting vitamins in the body called water solble vitamins which need to be replaced daily.

I find myself arguing all day against these hateful gods and have problems looking at life the way it trully is.

I see no way how giving me life was any good if chances are I am going to burn in the fire of hell who appears to be made by these J & J fools.

What pisses me off the most: They seem to hate me so I refuse to base my life around J & J.

I sincerely dont think animals burn in hell for not signing a mariage agreement, so why would the supreme animal of our planet burn in hell in such a way? I say not. I dont know if it was a dream when bcause I remember reading in a catholic bible about a place called outside the city (heaven)gates wich is for the regular slobs called "dogs" like people like myself who did not get completely involved in magical attitudes/

I trully disregard the independent christian faith for their lack of ethic. I have not yet dismissed the complete Jehova/jesus theory yet:

I.I want to hold a controlled experiment that deprograms and depressurizes a 2008 adult human thats been harrassed by the christian faith in order to:

II.Determine how free will has been manipulated by:

III. Scriptures such as Genesis:

III)aInitiate assasination of child Isaac, to be later deterred by Jehova himself.

III)b To overimpose legal cues that were standard at those times to what they are now: what is that about?

IIIb1) The bible talks about how it is more important to rot in jail cell in order to communicate the Good news of Jesus add to that Independent Christian churhes will demand you do illegal things (such as done to myself) as:

1. Knock door by door  and communicate the Good News to all persons in your possible ways and talk to everyone you can  in any place and time about the Good News of Jesus including and not limited to dying for their cause. Something that could easily happen if you communicate fears about a blasting oven called hell for something so simple like premarital sex.

I am really tired of having to submit myself to some bullshit truth that hold s no logical and nurturing qualities. Yet I have had powerful miracles done on  my behalf.